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Reflections
Sep. 27th, 2003 04:44 pmHaving a thoughtful semi-indulgent day.
Acting on the inkling that I might be coming down with something cold like I slept in and let myself take a long hot bath. Mmmmmmmmm
Very relaxing and I am actually feeling much better. Being a confirmed tub reader I spent much of my time in the water finishing HP4 very entertaining and exciting even the second time round. Through some twist in reality I am now tempted to re-read 5. I probably won't any time soon mainly because I've lent out my copy, and have several other books I want to read.
In an introspective sort of mood I have discovered some stuff:
*I actually like my data entry drudge job. I suspect that this has a lot to do with who I'm working with. Courtney was really quite a stereotypical blond, and I have to admit I'm glad she found something else. Christina and Maria and I share more interests, and I feel freer in conversation with them. I actually even look forward to getting to work. Now part of this is that the photography jab is making it difficult for me to be my usual punctual self, but part of it is that I just like being there.
* I'm more or less happy. There are many things I want, but none of them is really vital, and I'm usually busy enough that it doesn't bug me. I'm enjoying both of my jobs, except for paper work, and I'm not really worried about anything.
* Sort of contrary to that I have to admit that I'm actually angry at my most recent ex. We've been broken up now for about 7 months and that's the stage I'm at now. I don't recall being angry at the other 2 after we broke up, so it's an interesting feeling.
This being alone thing I think is good for me, I'm not saying I really want to stick with it, but I think it's something I had to do.
Acting on the inkling that I might be coming down with something cold like I slept in and let myself take a long hot bath. Mmmmmmmmm
Very relaxing and I am actually feeling much better. Being a confirmed tub reader I spent much of my time in the water finishing HP4 very entertaining and exciting even the second time round. Through some twist in reality I am now tempted to re-read 5. I probably won't any time soon mainly because I've lent out my copy, and have several other books I want to read.
In an introspective sort of mood I have discovered some stuff:
*I actually like my data entry drudge job. I suspect that this has a lot to do with who I'm working with. Courtney was really quite a stereotypical blond, and I have to admit I'm glad she found something else. Christina and Maria and I share more interests, and I feel freer in conversation with them. I actually even look forward to getting to work. Now part of this is that the photography jab is making it difficult for me to be my usual punctual self, but part of it is that I just like being there.
* I'm more or less happy. There are many things I want, but none of them is really vital, and I'm usually busy enough that it doesn't bug me. I'm enjoying both of my jobs, except for paper work, and I'm not really worried about anything.
* Sort of contrary to that I have to admit that I'm actually angry at my most recent ex. We've been broken up now for about 7 months and that's the stage I'm at now. I don't recall being angry at the other 2 after we broke up, so it's an interesting feeling.
This being alone thing I think is good for me, I'm not saying I really want to stick with it, but I think it's something I had to do.
